For Evan Henderson, there was no solace in merely doing his part.
The sophomore wrestler, ranked 19th in the country in his 141-pound weight class, may have secured a major decision during North Carolina’s dual meet with Arizona State, but Henderson regarded his performance — and that of his team — with pure contempt.
That underwhelming performance left Henderson to conduct some soul-searching in the wake of UNC wrestling’s 21-16 loss to the Sun Devils Friday night at Carmichael Arena.
“I should be ashamed of what I did out there,” a despondent Henderson said in his team’s training facility. “It doesn’t matter if I win — I didn’t do what I needed to do.
“I mean, yeah, I got the major, but I shouldn’t have let the guy up, I should have got up — there’s a whole bunch of ‘shoulds’ and not a lot of ‘dids.’ I’m not happy with myself.”
Henderson’s dejected tone contrasted starkly with UNC’s promising start to the dual meet with ASU, the Tar Heels’ first of the season.
Decisions by freshman Joey Ward and redshirt freshmen Christian Barber and John Staudenmayer, as well as Henderson’s major decision, staked UNC to a slim 10-6 lead through five bouts.
But the tide abruptly turned during the 174-pound bout in which UNC sophomore Frank Abbondanza, largely overwhelmed by his ASU opponent, became pinned to the mat and automatically ceded six points to the Sun Devils.
Three bouts later, Jake Barnhart conceded yet another pin, handing ASU an insurmountable 21-13 advantage before freshman Nathan Kraisser cut the final margin of defeat to five points.