About two weeks ago, Lorde blessed the world with her new song “Green Light,” the first single from her upcoming album “Melodrama.”
The day she released the song, I was having one of my worst days thus far this semester — until I listened to the song. I listened to it after putting on comfort clothes and curling up on my bed, a moment away from forgoing homework and succumbing to Netflix.
The song made me want to get up and dance. And it made me remember how much I need an artist like Lorde.
I listened to the single for the rest of the weekend on repeat (much to the chagrin of my housemate, my friends and any unsuspecting DJ I encountered).
Lorde, whose album “Pure Heroine” scored my senior year of high school, managed to do it again. Even now, weeks after the release, I find myself immediately pulling the song up on Spotify as soon as the app loads. It’s just that good.
It’s not just the catchiness of the song that pulls me in — it’s the relevance it has to my life. The refrain of the chorus, “I’m waiting for it, that green light, I want it,” may at first seem vague and metaphorical, but to me, it said exactly what I have been feeling this semester.
While Lorde is singing about heartbreak, her chorus told a different story to me. This semester has been one of being told constantly that the future is coming soon. From summer internship applications (and rejections) to friends starting to study for grad school entrance exams to being asked, seemingly every day, what I’m going to do with my life, I feel like I’m hitting a lot of red lights.
While I’m not certain I’m ready to accelerate into the future right now, a big part of me craves a sign from the universe that lets me go full speed ahead.
The song also explores the difficulties of being on your own and having to move on with your life while still healing. One of my favorite lines in the song is the bridge. She sings, “I hear sounds in my mind, brand new sounds in my mind.”