Scouting the room for fellow civilians among a sea of naval uniforms, I spotted a table in the back of the mess hall that was dotted with both and took a seat.
This was at a dinner at the political science conference on the relationship between gender equity and peacebuilding at the U.S. Naval Academy I attended last year. The eyes of a servicemember at my table flashed up when she recognized a scholar who had worked in Iraq sit down to my left.
Over the course of the dinner, the two of them exchanged reflections in their own shared vocabulary: the ethics of intervention in Iraq. And so as we sat in the safety of the large mess hall, this high-ranking servicemember confided in us over salads. She said she was gripped with doubt over her time flying planes in Iraq.
The experience, she said, of working on behalf of American ideals but without a guarantee that policymakers with the intelligence in Washington were seeking the good of the Iraqi people was stomach-twisting. She will carry the memories and doubts about the orders she carried out all her life, she said. It is because of this experience that she pursued a Ph.D. in political science.
Hearing her speak, I felt the gravity of words in diplomacy, the weight of American policy on human lives across the world.
But it also struck me what a powerful contract politicians’ promises were. When politicians and diplomats in the U.S. speak on the international stage, they set out their rationale for policy and their ethical argument as a kind of binding contract.
When those that represent the authority of a nation speak, they set policy. When representatives of the United States claim a moral rationale for policy, the world can hold them accountable if they fail that rationale.
But what happens when representatives’ words seem to lose their meaning? This week, the world was shaken by what appears to be a chemical attack on civilians by the Syrian government. President Trump blamed President Obama’s decision to not act on the “red line” he set. Yet President Trump said that the attack in Syria “crosses many, many lines, beyond a red line, many, many lines.” When pressed on what that means, he said, “I’m not saying I’m doing anything one way or another.”
On the campaign trail, Trump used an expletive to describe how he would bomb ISIS and send in Exxon to take its oil.