I’m really talented.
I consistently walk faster than the projected GPS time, I can think of three synonyms for most words and I can do an impressive cartwheel.
Sitting still is not one of my skills.
Despite my series of silly (and more genuine) talents, I am objectively bad at resting, holding a poker face and chopping vegetables with basic kitchen competency.
As a kid, I was the menace that could rarely sit calmly in front of a movie. I was better occupied by art projects, flipping through picture books and playing outside in the snow until my fingers got cold.
These days, I have trouble listening to a class lecture without simultaneously editing a news story or watching TV without doing research for an essay.
I’m a chronic repeater of details, itineraries and to-do lists. Write it down, say it out loud. Things to do, places to be. Not everything is terribly important — constant movement just feels peaceful.
But senior spring involves a lot of sitting still.
It’s a feeling I’m getting used to. Because I’m on the edge of being a real adult and I don’t know where I’ll be in six months. There are lots of lovely people I will miss so much it hurts. For the first time, perhaps ever, I’m grateful to do nothing.