OMAHA, Neb. — As I sit on my flight back to North Carolina, 26 hours after the final out of the Diamond Heels’ season in Omaha, I finally realize why it has taken so long to find the words to start this column.
It’s not because of writer’s block, although I have experienced that more times than I can remember. It’s not because senioritis has taken its final blow.
Looking out over the Kansas plains, I now understand that I can’t find the words to describe this feeling because there are no words.
No combination of phrases and sentences can fully grasp how much these last two years working for The Daily Tar Heel have meant to me. They just don't exist.
So instead, I’m going to do what I have done throughout my career when I don’t see a road forward. In the moments when I have felt burnt out, when I have felt that the best path would be to quit and move on from my aspirations, I think back to my younger self.
It’s cliché, I know. But it’s a lesson that has kept me grounded and allowed me to be appreciative of every moment that The DTH has blessed me with over the last four semesters.
I think back to the hours spent with my dad, playing every sport imaginable despite having no future as an athlete. I think back to summer times in elementary school, begging my parents to take me to Citi Field to watch the Mets play a regular season game in June.
I think back to it all. And I tell myself: Imagine what that person would say now. He would have to pinch himself to make sure he wasn’t dreaming.
Many moments will stick out to me when I reflect on my time at The DTH. Covering the 2022 NCAA women’s soccer national championship game, complete with the craziest ending to a sporting event I have ever seen. Traveling and reporting in Charlotte for the first two rounds of March Madness this season.